So I am having serious thoughts about a career in the armed forces and if I am cut out for this. I am a PLT/ACSO/AEC applicant on the competition list, with minimal flight experience (<20 hrs of on-and off instruction). Back track to one year ago, passed ACS and CFAT with high scores, working out everyday with the burning desire to become a CF pilot. Free time was spent reading aviation material, etc. Over the past couple of months, the desire has fizzled to the point of doubting my ability and if offered a position tomorrow, wondering if I would be taking the place of a more ambitious and deserving person. I get this could be a faze. I also grapple with the prospect of going to flight training, washing out and disappointing my family and friends. Maybe I do have the potential to be successful, but maybe this weak mindset should be enough to squash my application, and save both myself and the armed services time and money.